WHy do I keep eating? Depressed..?
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Please dont call me lazy or whatnot. I'm not. I excersize, I do a lot. However. I just recently went on a diet. I do punching bag for 40 minutes, pushups, ab crunches, and then lunges. In that order. excluding the 40 mins of punching bag. I am very sore today and I was doing good until I got home. I tend to fight with my boyfriend a lot, I didnt get to sleep until 12 last night and I am trying my best to pull a miracle to graduate high school. I feel I'm under a lot of stress and this may be why. But in general I'm very depressed. Not a day goes by where I dont get this negative "i want my life to end" feeling. It makes me feel so shitty. I have never found out why im like this. but anyway, I got home from school and after fighting with my boyfriend about going to the gym I said "would you be ok with me going to the gym by myself?" he said "yeah because youre a fat slut. and wear makeup everytime we go to the gym." I blocked him on facebook. And automatically went and made 6 toquitos, and then ate TWO nutrigrain bars. every though after the toquitos I wasnt hungry.. Like how does that make any sense? he calls me fat so I go eat? What is wrong with me? I eat like this alot. Well, Have these splurging moments.. lol
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Please dont call me lazy or whatnot. I'm not. I excersize, I do a lot. However. I just recently went on a diet. I do punching bag for 40 minutes, pushups, ab crunches, and then lunges. In that order. excluding the 40 mins of punching bag. I am very sore today and I was doing good until I got home. I tend to fight with my boyfriend a lot, I didnt get to sleep until 12 last night and I am trying my best to pull a miracle to graduate high school. I feel I'm under a lot of stress and this may be why. But in general I'm very depressed. Not a day goes by where I dont get this negative "i want my life to end" feeling. It makes me feel so shitty. I have never found out why im like this. but anyway, I got home from school and after fighting with my boyfriend about going to the gym I said "would you be ok with me going to the gym by myself?" he said "yeah because youre a fat slut. and wear makeup everytime we go to the gym." I blocked him on facebook. And automatically went and made 6 toquitos, and then ate TWO nutrigrain bars. every though after the toquitos I wasnt hungry.. Like how does that make any sense? he calls me fat so I go eat? What is wrong with me? I eat like this alot. Well, Have these splurging moments.. lol
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