Query: Had extreme hocd/nervousness for approximately a month and a half of?

had severe hocd/anxiousness for roughly a month and a 1/2?

Neatly just lately i began having ideas like “what if im homosexual” and stuff like that. It was once horribly severe for roughly three ish weeks. From all the research i did i was able to conclude that it was hocd. I read stories of people who suffered with it for months close to years. Now the thing thats actually beginning to scare me is that mine was intense as **** for about 3 weeks, but now my anxiety is gone, i still dont find dudes attractive in anyway at all. But im worried that im not worried. It feels almost like im in a state of bliss. Like my mind has disconnected from reality because i literally dont have the mental energy to have anxiety anymore. I feel almost depressed? Now keep in mind before you answer that ive been attracted to girls my entire life, hell i remember crying over this girl i had a crush on when she moved out of state. Ive always felt possessive/protective over any girl that i liked. But my question is, after reading stories about people who hace hocd finally getting over it, why did that put me in such a calm state so fast. I should also add that my attraction to anything is completley gone now. has all of this happening at once caused me to slip into a depression without realizing it. Ive tried testing myself by looking at guys and **** like that, the anxiety is gone and theres no attraction at all. i just dont understand, i at least need to really feel nervousness so i do know I think one thing as a result of all of my emotion is long past for anything else.

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